"What are you doing after graduation?"
Sometimes I wish I had it all together. I'm a planner, and I love to have everything scheduled out all nice and neat. But that's not how life works.
So what AM I doing after graduation THIS December!? Boy, I wish I knew. I really do. I know what I wish I could do (travel the world, for those of you who don't know me well), but what does December, January, February, 2015, 2016, and the rest of my life hold for me? I have absolutely no clue. And that kind of terrifies me a little. Ok - no, a lot.
I've made a promise to myself this semester to get the most I can out of my last months guaranteed here at the fine University of Georgia, but that's hard to do when I'm constantly focusing on my future. It was a little easier the past semesters to push it off and say that I would worry about it later. But that later is now. And now can sometimes be a scary thing.
At "Relaunch," the first day back with the Wesley community of staff, interns, and students on LEAD and Grow, Bob mentioned that there would be certain areas we would pick to focus on for the semester in discipleship time. I knew immediately that mine was in the area of rest and peace for the semester.
This blog post has been pretty difficult for me to write, because I hate admitting that I don't have a definite plan. I want to have it all together - to put my life down all nice and neat in a calender. But what's the fun in that, right? Where's does that leave room to trust?
So to put it out there: I don't know what I'm doing next semester. I'll be applying for grad school here at UGA (Warnell specifically) and the University of Sydney, I think, but I think I might stay in Athens and work for a year before grad school happens.
I'll be glad once I get settled into this semester's busy schedule with work, clubs, and trying to do everything in Athens that I can. (But really, if you know me, will I ever truly get settled into a consistent schedule? Probs not.)
As gloomy as this post might sound, I have to be honest and say that I'm also a little excited. Not knowing has a little bit of an adventurous side to it. And since I have no other way to say it - the world is an open door!
As gloomy as this post might sound, I have to be honest and say that I'm also a little excited. Not knowing has a little bit of an adventurous side to it. And since I have no other way to say it - the world is an open door!
In other news, I LOVE having my sister up here. It's like having my other half back in my life again - for a little while at least. I'm excited for her to be embarking on her own 4 year long journey of epicness here :)
Megan



